The Last Words of Sean Carasov

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Sean Carasov and Andrew "weev" Auernheimer exchange pleasantries


On October 30 2010, the Encyclopedia Dramatica administrator Sean Carasov spent his last minutes chatting on ED's IRC channel and Facebook with his "friends". Then he took his life, using the same .45 that was held by Andrew 'weev' Auernheimer in the above photograph. Carasov was 49. What follows is the log of his last words. Carasov used the alias OldDirtyBtard, and his comments are in bold.

[Oct 31 00:20:51] * OldDirtyBtard (OldDirtyBt@multivax.org) has joined
[Oct 31 00:20:51] * mediacrat sets mode: +o OldDirtyBtard
[Oct 31 00:21:02] lap_dragon: hey
[Oct 31 00:21:06] PerpetuallyAroused: yo odb
[Oct 31 00:21:14] OldDirtyBtard: hay
[Oct 31 00:21:18] DRUNK_MAN: faust i understand if the concept of talking from authority is unknown to you and your inbred brood, but i will not tolerate your feeble attemps to chat any longer
[Oct 31 00:21:18] PerpetuallyAroused: OldDirtyBtard: ODB whats your DOB? And do you have a hot BOD?
[Oct 31 00:21:19] Faust: sup odb
[Oct 31 00:21:23] lap_dragon: if women weren;t meant to cook, then why do they have milk and eggs inside of them?
[Oct 31 00:21:28] HardServ: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POPv20dqoxs&ob=av2n
[Oct 31 00:21:41] Faust: DRUNK_MAN: u mad?
[Oct 31 00:21:45] OldDirtyBtard: yes and yes perpa
[Oct 31 00:22:03] OldDirtyBtard: im also really wasted
[Oct 31 00:22:04] PerpetuallyAroused: the first part of that wasn't a yes/no
[Oct 31 00:22:06] Dickwurst_: ilu lap_dragon
[Oct 31 00:22:10] DRUNK_MAN: Faust: mad at what?
[Oct 31 00:22:18] OldDirtyBtard: OKAY
[Oct 31 00:22:19] Faust: u mad
[Oct 31 00:22:25] OldDirtyBtard: SHUT UP
[Oct 31 00:22:26] lap_dragon: u mad bro?
[Oct 31 00:22:34] DRUNK_MAN: Faust: mad at what?
[Oct 31 00:22:35] lap_dragon: my tittties are bursting with delight
[Oct 31 00:22:35] HardServ: I WANNA PERFECT BODY
[Oct 31 00:22:41] HardServ: I WANNA PERFECT SOUL
[Oct 31 00:22:43] Faust: bro, u mad
[Oct 31 00:22:44] HardServ: I WANT YOU TO NOTICE
[Oct 31 00:22:47] HardServ: WHEN IM NOT AROUND
[Oct 31 00:22:53] HardServ: YOUR SO VERY SPECIAL
[Oct 31 00:22:55] DRUNK_MAN: Faust: mad at what?
[Oct 31 00:22:56] lap_dragon: the dragon from shrek is sexy
[Oct 31 00:22:56] HardServ: I WISH I WAS SPECIAL
[Oct 31 00:22:59] HardServ: BUT IM A CREEP
[Oct 31 00:23:00] lap_dragon: I would hit hat
[Oct 31 00:23:03] * Cunt_Destroyer (Sheneequa@why.is.ed.a.carrot) has joined
[Oct 31 00:23:03] * mediacrat sets mode: +o Cunt_Destroyer
[Oct 31 00:23:06] HardServ: IM A WEIRDO
[Oct 31 00:23:11] HardServ: WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE
[Oct 31 00:23:12] Dickwurst_: holy crap I found my bioforge CD
[Oct 31 00:23:14] HardServ: I DONT BELONG HERE
[Oct 31 00:23:24] Faust: lap_dragon: What do you think about fucking automobiles?
[Oct 31 00:23:31] OldDirtyBtard: i need a vote
[Oct 31 00:23:32] * lap_dragon is now known as annoyingorange
[Oct 31 00:23:39] annoyingorange: i think i am drunk
[Oct 31 00:23:42] annoyingorange: hahahhahaahahhahaha
[Oct 31 00:23:45] Dickwurst_: SUBJECT MUST STAY IN BUNK
[Oct 31 00:23:52] Dickwurst_: RECUPERATION IS MANDATORY
[Oct 31 00:23:59] Dickwurst_: SUBJECT MUST COMPLY WITH ALL INSTRUCTIONS
[Oct 31 00:24:03] HardServ: WHATEVER MAKES YOU HAPPY
[Oct 31 00:24:07] * IamnotTaryn (IsnotTaryn@l0ld0ngs-71D22053.sub-97-199-91.myvzw.com) has joined
[Oct 31 00:24:07] HardServ: WHATEVER YOU WANT
[Oct 31 00:24:08] IamnotTaryn (Quit: Where da fuck am I going) quits
[Oct 31 00:24:14] HardServ: YOUR SO FUCKING SPECIAL
[Oct 31 00:24:17] HardServ: I WISH I WAS SPECIAL
[Oct 31 00:24:21] HardServ: BUT IM A CREEP
[Oct 31 00:24:26] HardServ: IM A WEIRDO
[Oct 31 00:24:30] * annoyingorange is now known as shrekdragon
[Oct 31 00:24:35] HardServ: WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE
[Oct 31 00:24:37] shrekdragon: murrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
[Oct 31 00:24:38] HardServ: I DONT BELONG HERE
[Oct 31 00:24:42] * shrekdragon looks at HardServ
[Oct 31 00:24:44] HardServ: I DONT BELONG HERE
[Oct 31 00:24:58] * shrekdragon curls her tail around hardserv
[Oct 31 00:25:00] NRG: then get out
[Oct 31 00:25:04] Faust: Comfort him with some of that hot dragon love
[Oct 31 00:25:11] shrekdragon: murrrrrrr
[Oct 31 00:25:12] NRG: fucking furries
[Oct 31 00:25:16] Dickwurst_: HardServ, IF YOU'VE COME FOR THE FORK YOU'LL BE SORELY DISAPPOINTED
[Oct 31 00:25:19] OldDirtyBtard: VOTE
[Oct 31 00:25:20] HardServ: KARMA POLICE
[Oct 31 00:25:26] * shrekdragon shoves hardserv into her dragon cloaca
[Oct 31 00:25:35] OldDirtyBtard: kill myself naow
[Oct 31 00:25:50] OldDirtyBtard: or wait til im sober
[Oct 31 00:25:58] OldDirtyBtard: VOTE
[Oct 31 00:26:02] PerpetuallyAroused: OldDirtyBtard: how do you feel about italy?
[Oct 31 00:26:07] HardServ: but ilu odb
[Oct 31 00:26:18] OldDirtyBtard: ilove italy
[Oct 31 00:26:18] HardServ: KARMA
[Oct 31 00:26:19] Cunt_Destroyer: sober seppuku is no seppuku at all
[Oct 31 00:26:20] HardServ: POLICE
[Oct 31 00:26:24] HardServ: ARREST THIS MAN
[Oct 31 00:26:28] HardServ: HE TALKS IN MATHS
[Oct 31 00:26:34] HardServ: HE BUZZES LIKE A FRIDGE
[Oct 31 00:26:39] HardServ: HES LIKE A DETUNED
[Oct 31 00:26:39] * shrekdragon orgasms all over HardServ , spurting her dragoness juices all over his face
[Oct 31 00:26:40] HardServ: RADIO
[Oct 31 00:26:42] OldDirtyBtard: c'mon
[Oct 31 00:26:46] HardServ: KARMA POLICE
[Oct 31 00:26:49] HardServ: ARREST THIS GIRL
[Oct 31 00:26:50] OldDirtyBtard: NOW
[Oct 31 00:26:55] HardServ: HER HITLER HAIRDO
[Oct 31 00:26:58] OldDirtyBtard: or later
[Oct 31 00:26:59] HardServ: IS MAKING ME FEEL ILL
[Oct 31 00:27:00] PerpetuallyAroused: OldDirtyBtard: do it now
[Oct 31 00:27:07] OldDirtyBtard: #ed decides
[Oct 31 00:27:08] HardServ: AND WE HAVE CRASHED HER PARTY
[Oct 31 00:27:14] HardServ: THIS IS WHAT YOULL GET
[Oct 31 00:27:17] HardServ: THIS IS WHAT YOULL GET
[Oct 31 00:27:18] * shrekdragon has her period on HardServ
[Oct 31 00:27:23] HardServ: THIS IS WHAT YOULL GET
[Oct 31 00:27:30] HardServ: WHEN YOU MESS WITH US
[Oct 31 00:27:35] OldDirtyBtard: otay perpa
[Oct 31 00:27:37] HardServ: KARMA POLICE
[Oct 31 00:27:43] HardServ: IVE GIVEN ALL I CAN
[Oct 31 00:27:45] HardServ: ITS NOT ENOUGH
[Oct 31 00:27:49] Faust: dharma police
[Oct 31 00:27:51] RayZfox: http://www.timesoftheinternet.com/148304.html
[Oct 31 00:27:51] HardServ: IVE GIVEN ALL I CAN
[Oct 31 00:27:53] * Dickwurst_ cunnilinguses shrekdragon
[Oct 31 00:28:01] HardServ: BUT WERE STIL ON THE PAY ROLL
[Oct 31 00:28:05] HardServ: THIS IS WHAT YOULL GET
[Oct 31 00:28:08] HardServ: THIS IS WHAT YOULL GET
[Oct 31 00:28:10] HardServ: THIS IS WHAT YOULL GET
[Oct 31 00:28:17] HardServ: WHEN YOU MESS WITH US
[Oct 31 00:28:18] Dickwurst_: why the fuck does my spellchecker think cunnilinguses is a real word?
[Oct 31 00:28:24] zapjaste: oooooooooooooo
[Oct 31 00:28:26] Faust: #dragonfurs
[Oct 31 00:28:30] HardServ: AND FOR A MINUT THERE
[Oct 31 00:28:32] HardServ: I LOST MYSELF
[Oct 31 00:28:36] HardServ: I LOST MY SELF
[Oct 31 00:28:43] HardServ: PHEW FOR A MINUTE THERE
[Oct 31 00:28:46] HardServ: I LOST MY SELF
[Oct 31 00:28:49] HardServ: I LOST MY SELF
[Oct 31 00:29:06] Faust: I lost my lunch
[Oct 31 00:29:08] PerpetuallyAroused: OldDirtyBtard: how do you feel about italy?
[Oct 31 00:29:12] Faust: I went hungry
[Oct 31 00:29:16] HardServ: FOR A MINUTE THERE I LOST MY SELF
[Oct 31 00:29:23] HardServ: FOR A MINUTE THERE ILOST MYSELF
[Oct 31 00:29:25] HardServ: PHEW FOR A MINUTE THERE
[Oct 31 00:29:28] HardServ: I LOST MY SELF
[Oct 31 00:29:30] HardServ: I LOST MY SELF
[Oct 31 00:29:44] Dickwurst_: OOPS I FORGOT MY HAT
[Oct 31 00:29:44] Faust: HardServ: Why aren't you singing on skype?
[Oct 31 00:30:11] OldDirtyBtard: PerpetuallyAroused: i 3 italy
[Oct 31 00:30:17] OldDirtyBtard: howecver
[Oct 31 00:30:37] OldDirtyBtard: i'm looking for my .45
[Oct 31 00:30:41] OldDirtyBtard: brb
[Oct 31 00:30:55] Faust: Gonna shoot soom coons?
[Oct 31 00:31:03] Faust: *some
[Oct 31 00:31:13] bottlecap (Broken pipe) quits
[Oct 31 00:31:24] Dickwurst_: if there are any women among them can I sex them first?
[Oct 31 00:31:25] HardServ: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_1PmYiZ36U
[Oct 31 00:31:28] HardServ: how i feel now
[Oct 31 00:32:02] Sheneequa (Broken pipe) quits
[Oct 31 00:32:44] PerpetuallyAroused: OldDirtyBtard: how do you feel about opium?
[Oct 31 00:32:55] RayZfox: [00:30:13] @OldDirtyBtard: howecver
[Oct 31 00:32:57] RayZfox: [00:30:33] @OldDirtyBtard: i'm looking for my .45
[Oct 31 00:32:59] RayZfox: [00:30:38] @OldDirtyBtard: brb
[Oct 31 00:33:07] RayZfox: that could be epic if he offs himself
[Oct 31 00:33:13] PerpetuallyAroused: RayZfox: he can READ IT WHEN YOU GET BACK YOU FURRY FAGGOT
[Oct 31 00:33:35] Dickwurst_: RayZfox, BE EVEN BETTER IF YOU DID IT YOU FUCKING FURFAG COMMIE SHITHEAD
[Oct 31 00:34:01] * RayZfox cums all over PerpetuallyAroused and Dickwurst_
[Oct 31 00:34:19] Faust: not cool bro
[Oct 31 00:34:31] Dickwurst_: IT'S NO WONDER YOUR GAY RAYZFOX
[Oct 31 00:34:32] Dickwurst_: IT'S CALLED
[Oct 31 00:34:33] Dickwurst_: NATURAL
[Oct 31 00:34:35] Dickwurst_: SELECTION
[Oct 31 00:34:39] RayZfox: Faust id never cum on you without ur permission first ;.;
[Oct 31 00:34:52] shrekdragon: Press alt + F4 to become and operator
[Oct 31 00:34:58] shrekdragon: *an
[Oct 31 00:35:11] * shrekdragon was kicked by DRUNK_MAN (that is clearly a lie do not force me to kick you again)
[Oct 31 00:35:20] * shrekdragon (lappy@l0ld0ngs-1E0AF5.chi01.dsl-w.verizon.net) has joined
[Oct 31 00:35:28] shrekdragon: wow I guess I got a kick out of that
[Oct 31 00:35:32] * shrekdragon is now known as annoyingorange
[Oct 31 00:35:35] Faust: RayZfox: That's good, because you'll never get it
[Oct 31 00:35:35] annoyingorange: hahhahahahahahahahahahha
[Oct 31 00:35:36] Thayo: no lying allowed
[Oct 31 00:35:37] OldDirtyBtard: i cant find my clip
[Oct 31 00:35:41] OldDirtyBtard: brb
[Oct 31 00:36:00] OldDirtyBtard: um
[Oct 31 00:36:04] Faust: We have a furry infestation we need to put down
[Oct 31 00:36:05] RayZfox: Faust: :P
[Oct 31 00:36:10] HardServ: OldDirtyBtard: do it on cam
[Oct 31 00:36:16] annoyingorange: furries are funny
[Oct 31 00:36:37] OldDirtyBtard: HardServ: too complicared
[Oct 31 00:36:42] Faust: furries are fag-enablers
[Oct 31 00:36:49] annoyingorange: yes, they are
[Oct 31 00:36:54] annoyingorange: but they are also funny
[Oct 31 00:36:55] HardServ: lol get on tinychat click broadcast
[Oct 31 00:36:56] PerpetuallyAroused: OldDirtyBtard: how do you feel about opium?
[Oct 31 00:36:57] Dickwurst_: NOT ON:Y THAT
[Oct 31 00:36:57] HardServ: not to hard
[Oct 31 00:36:59] Dickwurst_: FURRIES ARE FURRIES
[Oct 31 00:37:00] Dickwurst_: D:
[Oct 31 00:37:01] DRUNK_MAN: your hatred of furries Faust betrays your secret desire
[Oct 31 00:37:06] DRUNK_MAN: you seem overly vehement
[Oct 31 00:37:10] annoyingorange: though, the dragon from shrek turns me on
[Oct 31 00:37:12] OldDirtyBtard: i'll be dead in 30 miins
[Oct 31 00:37:12] DRUNK_MAN: almost as if you have something to hide
[Oct 31 00:37:12] HardServ: ill even make the channel
[Oct 31 00:37:13] annoyingorange: I would hit that
[Oct 31 00:37:32] Dickwurst_: OldDirtyBtard, NOOOOO
[Oct 31 00:37:40] Dickwurst_: GO GET RAYZFOX INSTEAD
[Oct 31 00:37:48] PerpetuallyAroused: OldDirtyBtard: before you kill yourself, do some salvia
[Oct 31 00:37:51] Faust: why would you shoot yourself before trying for the high score?
[Oct 31 00:37:53] RayZfox: what i do?
[Oct 31 00:38:11] OldDirtyBtard: plox tto be tellling sheneequa to fix my ED pages
[Oct 31 00:38:13] Dickwurst_: you're a furry
[Oct 31 00:38:17] Dickwurst_: that's what you did
[Oct 31 00:38:18] RayZfox: oh
[Oct 31 00:38:27] PerpetuallyAroused: OldDirtyBtard: how do you feel about opium?
[Oct 31 00:38:28] PerpetuallyAroused: OldDirtyBtard: how do you feel about opium?
[Oct 31 00:38:30] PerpetuallyAroused: OldDirtyBtard: how do you feel about opium?
[Oct 31 00:38:37] RayZfox: i was born a furry im a fox in a human body :P
[Oct 31 00:38:59] Faust: RayZfox is the reason odb wants to kill himself
[Oct 31 00:39:10] Dickwurst_: ^
[Oct 31 00:39:10] Faust: Frankly, I don't blame him
[Oct 31 00:39:15] annoyingorange: I am an otherkin
[Oct 31 00:39:27] annoyingorange: I lived my past life as a sentient fungus creature
[Oct 31 00:39:38] Dickwurst_: MY PAST LIFE IS FUCKING TRIFFID
[Oct 31 00:39:39] RayZfox: im not an otherkin just a furry
[Oct 31 00:39:53] annoyingorange: I got trompled to death
[Oct 31 00:40:02] annoyingorange: by a guy who was flashing colors
[Oct 31 00:40:17] Faust: If I had ops, you furfags would be banned from this channel
[Oct 31 00:40:23] Dickwurst_: ^^^
[Oct 31 00:40:27] Dickwurst_: OPS FOR THIS MAN
[Oct 31 00:40:43] PerpetuallyAroused: if I had ops faust would be pory and banned
[Oct 31 00:40:50] Faust: wat
[Oct 31 00:40:50] OldDirtyBtard: tay
[Oct 31 00:41:05] PerpetuallyAroused: zonday
[Oct 31 00:41:14] OldDirtyBtard: found a fully loaded clip
[Oct 31 00:41:33] HardServ: OldDirtyBtard: ill make the tinychat rom
[Oct 31 00:41:37] OldDirtyBtard: i'll post some pix
[Oct 31 00:41:44] PerpetuallyAroused: dounds like some hot russian roulette
[Oct 31 00:41:56] OldDirtyBtard: HardServ: no
[Oct 31 00:42:03] Faust: Roulette with an automatic
[Oct 31 00:42:06] Faust: lol
[Oct 31 00:42:12] Dickwurst_: roulette with a shotgun
[Oct 31 00:42:19] Dickwurst_: double barreled
[Oct 31 00:42:24] Dickwurst_: the slug is in one of them
[Oct 31 00:42:27] Dickwurst_: BUT WHICH ONE?
[Oct 31 00:42:32] OldDirtyBtard: i'm going into the bushes
[Oct 31 00:42:48] Faust: SHOOT THEM COONS
[Oct 31 00:42:56] OldDirtyBtard: fuck the ix
[Oct 31 00:43:03] Dickwurst_: DON'T DO IT BTARD YOU HAVE TO PUT US IN YOUR WILL FIRST
[Oct 31 00:43:04] OldDirtyBtard: pix
[Oct 31 00:43:27] OldDirtyBtard: 'i'm  done'

It is a shame that his ED "friends", instead of offering the helping hand that he so desperately needed, encouraged him to broadcast his suicide on the internet.


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